grateful to be home... still uneasy about not being by my brother's side
i want to decorate the house for fall... feels unimportant and silly
i have to keep life going for my little boys. i'm having a hard time pretending i'm not just so sad right now.
i'm exhausted. need to catch up on my sleep. the boys are home from school today for columbus day. maybe tomorrow i will decorate.
i'm depressed. adam says probably a little hungover from all the emotion.
i'm so happy to be home with my honey. i missed all my guys so much.
please keep my brother, Ronnie and his family in your prayers. he has a long long road ahead. and he's not out of the woods yet.